How to linger on.

Ok notice through counsel have been sent. Ah what a relief, i have crosses on hurdle. Now have total 45 days for filing complaint.  Now i have 15 dats left for filing complaint, let it go i have more, other important things to do, now only 5 days are left for filing complaint, ok then what i still have time, now 2 days left, ok lets call the client, he is unale to come today heis our of station, oh no now what, after yelling out on client you people are dumb dont have respect for time and law.....so on..my pain self inflicted is at highest level....under such situation everything is going otherwise....still i managed  my emotion and with belief that lets wait for last day .....on last day client came....but to my surprise...the presiding officer is on leave for 10 days and powers have been vested to some other cort and that to at a distance of about 199 k.m from my office.    Every thing has just worsened.  Now another excuse, lets find out some law for condoning the delay and so on ......so all my mind and efforts are just for increasing my lingering on tactics and at last the results  are at the cost of my career.......so now i am doing things there and then without any excuse.....🤢🤢🤢

Why i am not sucessfull.

I dont have this thing and that also.  Ok, i dont know why i am in this position.                                                                                  I think despite talent, i am not sucessfull. I wonder what could be the real cause behind this. I keep on thinking why is this. Things are getting worse, my relationship with friends, family and society are on the verge of extinction, after these thoughts and feelings then comes a goodtime surely for a very little time, for such period  my all mental agonies are gone then again bad time has arrived, oh god why this again, my mind and body again goes into pain the mind has refused to listen to my command, now what to do, ok ultimately let this or that i am not willing  to think why this position. This state of mind is natural nothing much i could do about this i wonder in such situation i could have done something good to come out of this.  Now instead of finding a way out i  am again is trapped in some quick and unreal ways of solving problems but all waste of time now instead of finding concrete way to solve my problems i am again trapped in another and this continues. Now in  brief the main question is why i am in such situation and what is the real cure. In trial of cases what majority of lawyers do, they just proceed without knowing the exact problem and without knowing the exact cure. The accurate way is to find the exact problem and concrete cure. I goes to doctors for pain in my tooth, near hospital  i found friends of mine he suggested  me to have pain killer medicine for cure, certainly my problem has been confirmed  and exact cure is painkiller,  i will certainly get well in no time, to my surprise i got well,oh  god  after some time again same problems, again  i took pain killer,  things were same  for next week, my mind stopped  working, now what, things were worsening  and than ultimately  my  work colleague  came, inquired from me, saw the problem , advice me to go fo a registered  medical practitioner, i went there  he fond the real reason  and cure was found, things  were  sorted out...