Why i am not sucessfull.

I dont have this thing and that also.  Ok, i dont know why i am in this position.                                                                                  I think despite talent, i am not sucessfull. I wonder what could be the real cause behind this. I keep on thinking why is this. Things are getting worse, my relationship with friends, family and society are on the verge of extinction, after these thoughts and feelings then comes a goodtime surely for a very little time, for such period  my all mental agonies are gone then again bad time has arrived, oh god why this again, my mind and body again goes into pain the mind has refused to listen to my command, now what to do, ok ultimately let this or that i am not willing  to think why this position. This state of mind is natural nothing much i could do about this i wonder in such situation i could have done something good to come out of this.  Now instead of finding a way out i  am again is trapped in some quick and unreal ways of solving problems but all waste of time now instead of finding concrete way to solve my problems i am again trapped in another and this continues. Now in  brief the main question is why i am in such situation and what is the real cure. In trial of cases what majority of lawyers do, they just proceed without knowing the exact problem and without knowing the exact cure. The accurate way is to find the exact problem and concrete cure. I goes to doctors for pain in my tooth, near hospital  i found friends of mine he suggested  me to have pain killer medicine for cure, certainly my problem has been confirmed  and exact cure is painkiller,  i will certainly get well in no time, to my surprise i got well,oh  god  after some time again same problems, again  i took pain killer,  things were same  for next week, my mind stopped  working, now what, things were worsening  and than ultimately  my  work colleague  came, inquired from me, saw the problem , advice me to go fo a registered  medical practitioner, i went there  he fond the real reason  and cure was found, things  were  sorted out...