Weekend

Today is last day of week in court.

                                              am i happy.......certainly.

Is this feel right....will it become my habit to feel happy only on weekend...will it change my feelings for happiness at all times.

now I have changed my feeling of happiness at weekend.

Earlier when weekend came i felt very happy as if every stress and pressure had vanished and when i reached home at home i am the happiest person in universe and i used to kill time by watching TV.

suddenly when i woke up it was Sunday.....

Feeling of happiness gone....suddenly stress of Monday started.

My whole Sunday destroyed sorting out for Monday......only one work whole day was done by me and that was only thinking... rethinking.......

This phase continued for some years....and suddenly i woke up....God i have wasted so much time only thinking......baseless thinking.....now i realized why i felt  happy when weekend comes....

Reason is i did lot of thinking........useless and baseless thinking and was stressed all times till Saturday came and on that day i had chance to hide from all obstacles and from society.

Now i have made up my mind and my subconscious mind is also aware of aforesaid fact and i dont think especially baseless thinking, now every day is weekend and every day i work, starting with small things to big task and is not thinking at all but only using my mind for sorting things out.