Social insecurity

• I was in a marriage.  Went with known person. I was in my dress. It felt awkard, but i was there. People were starring at me not directly. I was being guessed by my dress. Pesesnce in dress in marriage, now started bothering me with negative thoughts in mind,🤢 i felt my behavior and started seeting my feelings to normal by making and showing myself to be busy with thought that near ones will not notice me and would feel that he is busy with his phone. So such behavior in presence of some known and unknown person reminded me off our courthouse as to when how and why this feeling of insecurity comes from within. Suddenly i fixed myself in a court house scene and things there are also similar, the environment  there is also similar but i with my physical  and mental  all efforts  trys my best to give my best.  But  sometimes  the environment  there is also otherwise  . So what could be the reason for this scenario and otherwise  environment  and why this  happens...reasons may vary...but first reason is my soul, i equate my soul with my dress in court house..i feel strongly that when i am in courthouse dress there is complete  change in my nature  compared to other situation...this belief i have developed  accidently and has now become my immense nature when in court house . when u are in perfect dress code it is sure that  50 percent of things would start going in ur favour. So why so much of importance  over dress code.  I have thought  it  many a times and it is a universal  truth  that our way of dress  certainly  changes the way of ur thinking  and  way the  people   think about  you. So it is important  to be in strict  dress code.  I have felt this thing  and believes  in the  same. It does not  make  us look awkward  in the court  house,  but we feel  confident  and this  complete   dress  code  does not differentiate  us from general masses to whom we owes our duty, duty to seek justice  for them.  So dress is nothing but everything.          Everything  existing and prevelant has its own unique qualities attached with it, we can not dare to foget the importance of anything. So i have to be in a perfect state of body and mind at a particular place for diminishing the sense of security and for uplifting our confidence.  So  importance  of dress code  can not be  neglected  and must be complied.